*Journey of a Life Time*

Travelling by bus in the middle of nowhere,humming a song
Miles away from the place i belong
Watching my lil angel fall asleep
Wrapped around my arms dreaming heaps
The tranqil night cannot beat the beautiful smile on her face
Bet shes dreaming of us together in some far away place
I so want to wake her up and put her on me
Coz the distance is killing wee by wee
She opens her eyes as though reading my mind
Climbs on me to lay on the shoulders and says "This is the most comfortable place i can ever find"
I look at her and know this is it
The meaning, the reason for my life, my destiny. . . everything seems to fit
I hold her and I feel the love pouring out of my heart
Wanting to hug her so tight and never part
Something is there between us for I can feel it
An invisible bond keeping the chemistry lit
So this is what Love is, unexpressable yet so pure so divine
I touch her and feel the current telling me shes meant to be mine
We look out of the window and pass many seneic places, people and birds with multicolored feathers
But we drive pass them, just like our journey coz everything seems insignificant when we are together
The Moon seems to be shining on us, almost like a spot light
Blanking out the people around us, out of our sight
At that very moment she rises her head and kisses me
Like there is nothing important in her life other than me
The magic lingers and tingles on my lips for a long time and makes me so glee
I look into her eyes and i know i have found my soul mate
For this intense feeling with anybody else I can never recreate
Both of us know this special and its no myth
It will not diminish through our lives no matter who we are with
I reach my destination yet i know my jouney has just begun
Wishing it would never end and continue with just me her and none

*EMOTIONS*

Lying here immersed in thoughts of my own
Just me, my tears and sense of disbelief that I own
I race to the past and my heart refuses to believe what I hear
Reality bites but I sill want you by my side right here
Change is inevitable but I never related it with you
I'm so blank and expressionless, you have no clue
There was nothing in the world that I trusted more than you
Now Im scared to face the world and Im wondering what to do
Everything seems to change so fast
i wish I could turn back become a kid with no worries that last
Im still in state of disbelief blaming everyone but you
Calling the world mean when what really broke my heart was you
I stare into open space and tears roll down my eyes
More than the reason the feeling of you involved is high
I still cannot relate to you doing such a thing
Hoping it to be a bad dream and waking up before it could sink
I know that I could never define what we shared
But I always thought about our future you cared
No doubts we were going through a tough patch
Fights, arguments and quite a number of times I remember calling you trash
But circumstances were never great to express my feelings
Things changed so quick to even acknowledge what was happening
I always hoped you would understand this was meant to be forever
But after every misunderstanding you always felt 'we' were for never
Clinging on to the belief that it would not work for good
Making no effort ever to get me back even if you could
Sometimes I just wish you called and sort things
Sometimes I still wish knowing completely well that you would not do a thing
Im overshadowed by a zillion emotions
Yet I just want to make sure you get through this portion
Noone knows what the future beholds
Just hoping that each of us learn to forgive as time rolls !

15.11.2007

*MEMORIES*

Fight makes us go on seperate ways
You take yours and I choose to go where my destiny lays
You make me feel like it's all over
And you cann't be with me any longer
I wish you turn back and make a little effort
Kiss me, Hug me and make me forget the hurt
First few days pass by without much worries
Coz anger makes time fly and Im not sorry
But as days go by my heart melts with memories so seductive
I feel completely lost that with the thoughts alone I live
Your kisses are sealed with so much love
That then and there Im ready for the wedding vows
I open my eyes but you arent next to me
Remind myself its a dream and only in that will it be
Still remember the zillion times you said you would never leave
You'll make an effort to be with me forever you made me believe
Where are you when my heart longs fro you?
You assured me that all this was so true !
But where are you when I want to hear your voice, Please give me a clue!
Cannot believe you can stay away from me for a silly fight
Things cannot go on this way and you bought that to light
I still wish you turn back and make a little effort
Kiss me, Hug me and make me forget the hurt

1.8.2007

*THE PERFECT MATCH*

'Love will keep us alive', so they say
Didnt believe in it until you came my way
I could feel happiness around me
Kept laughing for everything though silly
My life seems to have changed
Become colourful meaningful and more but with no rage
All Ii want is you by my side
Holding your hand and walking in short strides
You make me feel wanted, you make me feel cared
You make me feel like me on the top of the world
Everything between us is so perfect
Feels like a dream world with only us in it
Fights only brings us closer
Making me love you more than ever
Sometimes Im speechless when I'm with you
Wishing that the silence would express how much 'I Love You!'
I would never want to let go of you at any cost
For if I do, I would feel my life is lost
I Love you more than words can explain
We are meant to be together through the joy and pain . . .

3.5.2007

*THE DAY I SAW DEATH*

By myself in my room I lay
Listening to the pendulum sway
I close my eyes and Im transported to a distance place
Where there are no birds, humans or animals that graze
Engulfued in fear, I run around seeing nothing but the mountains and the skies
Alone scared, I finally find a place where I can hide
Hundreds of questions flock my mind
But whose answers are not defined
Is this heaven? Or is this hell?
Is this some kind of a gimmick? Or is it for real?
Why me? I ask God
At the tender age of twenty I dont want to be gone
My head spind as I look back at my life so unfinished
I wish I could correct all the mistakes I have committed
I am desperate to get back to the place I belong
Where Im pampered, loved and cared all along
I scream out for help in despair
But all I can hear is my own echo resounding in the air
Wish I could reach out for someones hand
But around me is nothing but vast expanses of barren land
Is this some kind of dream?
Or is it a lesson that life is not always as easy as it seems?
I wish I could get the answers for these
Droplets of sorrow flow out of my eyes
And I wish I could let go of this burden and fly
Tired, cold and deserted I search for a place
Where I could let go of my fears and find solace
I place my head on the rocks and before I realize I fall asleep
Only to be woken by my friends scream
I look around grateful to be at home
Hug my friends and tell them my dream so sore
I have realized that life shouldnt be taken for granted
Coz ir will not be long before it has ended . . .

7.5.2006

*RANDOMNESS*

Walking by the shores, so close that our heartbeat sounds louder than our breath
Glistering water and the moon playing magic on our heads
I close my eyes wishing this moment would always be
That very instant the clouds open up shedding tears of joy, in assurance of our integrity
Silence speaks louder than words but every breath you take speaks to me
The glow in your eyes, the warmth from your heart is enough to beat the chilly breeze
I look up to you so happy that you are mine
You are all that I want and more
And would do anything to make our lives more sublime !

*WANT . . *

My days were sad and long
I could sense something was wrong
His mannerisms changed
I didnt know why nor the extend his problem ranged
Pushed as long as it could go
By making him feel happy and more
May be things werent supposed to happen
And he didnt realize the importance of me then
Tried with all my might to get his back
But I guess somewhere I lacked
My mind keeps drifting to the past
And I still long to run into his arms
Keep remembering the wonderful days spent together
When it was just he and me and noone else to bother
i wish he changes his mind and gives me a hint
But I know he doesnt want to dig up the past even for a stint
All he wants is to be friends
And it'll take time for my heart to mend
Everytime I see him,I still have to resist all my emotions
Sometimes wish I could seduce him with my love portion
I know its over, I know I have to go on
But my heart tells me 'No he's still the One'!

12.11.2005

*THE ONE*

I close my eyes and picture you
See you by my side through all my blues
Sorrow,Trouble or Joy
I know I sail through it if you're by my side
I would give anything to be in your arms
And lost in the twilight of your eyes
Everytime you give me a look
My heart skips a beat or two
And the whole world fades exceptf or me and you
I cant think of a second without you
Just want you to know that you are my life
And 'I Love You'!!

1.2.2005

*PUPPY LOVE*

I first saw you when I was twelve
Your pals and you were playing by the well
Even at that tender age I knew one day you'd be mine
The love waves that pulled me to you was the sign
Everyday from then, I thought about you day and night
Always longing for your magical sight
My friends thought I was struck by a thunderbolt
And went looking for my stolen heart and soul
The awaited moment almost made me faint
When I saw you the next time on the train
We exchanged a few glances
And I asked you out for a dance
Never thought we would become husband and wife
And dance our way through our life !

17.1.2005

*THE PLACE THEY CALL JAIL*

With my spirits flying high
I entered a place not knowing I would be tighed
Independent and carefree althrough my life I sailed
Until I reached a place where my thoughts were caged
They called it college, But I felt it was worst than school
I had a mind that I couldnot rule
I became a robot, listening to their commands
Went against my mind fulfilling their demands
What they didnt realise is that I have a life too
Wouldnt mind having some fun, laughter and dance too
Thought it was a passing phrase
And things would change but it wasnt the case
My life was in shackles
And noone could help me with it
I relaised the terrible mistake I made
But was forced to follow the rules they laid
They dont realise that we are human
And too much pressure will lead us to depression
I look at my life so changed
Feel like another person with the same name
Crushed my dremas to go to hell
And all I have now is a sorrowful tale to tell
All the cribbing cannot do anything as it's too late
I feel like a free bird which is now CAGED ! !

1.11.2004

*THE SEARCH FOR LOVE*

Searching for a face that I could call mine
In a world filled with strangers all night
Looking around not a single face I can recognize
For a sight of you, my life I would sacrifice
The chaos around is silenced by the emptiness within me
Running around the streets I searched for a person who would set my mind free
Thought I saw you round the corner having tea
But it took a while to realise my eyes were playing tricks on me
In everything I see, I see you
Only wishing it was true
Alas, my search seems to be in vain
Only filling my heart with pain
Nothings right, everything seems to be going wrong
Wish you were here to erase my pains be singing me a song.

*Testing Times*

Is there anything in the world called Love
To true Love, I swear my head will bow
The true meaning of love is unknown
Though couples are together they are so alone
Love has indeed lost its magic
Coz the world has become materialistic
People seize to understand the other
And yet they say by Love they are bound
Hurt is what you get in return for Love
Love is not a joke
If you are not able to handle it
Then its not your game
Everytime on the other you blame
It just shows that you are lame
Everyone tends to commit mistakes
To correct them together, the pain it takes
Togetherness is a symbol for love
But once you're in a problem the other is gone
Is this what one calls Love?
True Love is far begone
Never fall in Love
Until you truly understand the other
Coz emotions cannot be played around with
Once your hurt your hurt forever !

*What a World*

Everyones born with a motive
Which just takes sometime to notice
Most of us choose the bad to the good
But some are wise enough to make the right move
The world has turned into a wild stage
And most of us are trapped in an evil cage
The evil has finally taken ove the good
And stands in the same place where God once stood
The world has become a place full of blunders
And at every second there are people murdered
Everywhere you can find bloodshed
But all you can do is mourn for the dead
Theres no meaning for the word trust
It's become a place where son kills father just for dust
Murder has become a game played for fun
You can find everybody carrying a gun
Innocent children die everyday in the streets
As they dont have anything to eat
What happened to Love which once existed?
It seems as though good has exited
Everyone seems to be choosing the wrong track
If only they could stop for a second and look back
The world has lost its elegance
It's filled with corruption and vengence
Its suffering from crime and poverty
But there seems to be no room for amity
It's high time we change ourselves
Before there becomes nothing left in the world
People are killed every second
Whats the bet you arenot the next??

26.6.2003

*F.R.I.E.N.D.S*

When trouble comes my way
You make my life happy again
When my life is low
You make me feel on the go
A friend is a person like you
Who makes me overcome my blues
When we are together we rock the place
And I have never had a nicer mate
Fun is all what we know
And we create a scene on the road
We live by the motto "Normal is Boring"
Secretly what we love is sight seeing !
Im honored to have a friend like you
Who always makes me feel so new !

13.5.2003

*Gone Forever*

I saw a person in blue and grey
Who took my heart all the way
You came into my life as magic
And stole my heart with your music
I lived with a hope in my mind
That one day you'd be mine
My hopes were shattered
And I was on tatters
But you were the one who told me life must go on
And so am I moving on
Nothing ever lasts
And it's high time I forget the past
Memories of you come to me
Everytime I breath
But I guess it has to end now
And it makes me feel so free
Now that you are gone . . . Forever

12.5.2003

*LOST*

My friends always spoke abot Love
"I'll never fall in Love", I vowed
Gone was that promise when I met you
I surrendered my heart to you
My heart was beating low
Everytime you said "I'll have to go"
I always wanted you by my side
Coz i thought you were my kind
My friends brushed it aside
Saying it was just a crush
But I wanted you
Wheater it was love or lust
When you spoke to me, I was on cloud Number Nine
And I knew that someday you would be mine
Our conversations always lingered on my mind
You flattered me by being so kind
When you are gone, I can still smell your perfume
As if you were with me in this room
It look me a while to realise
That you had your own drems
And never will I be a part of it
My friends always warned me
And how true they were
LOve really hurts
When someone treats you like dirt
You walked through me
But invisible are you
Lost in the false love of another girl.

23.3.2003

*The Special You*

I've been waiting for someone like you
Someone as special as you
Those far away walks
Those romantic talks
In the beaches and the parks
My days are filled with suprises
And I hope the sun never rises
Long nights of intense passion
And dreams of realization
I often wonder if I could get anyone as special as you
Your the only one I ever long for
Your the one who makes my heart skip a beat
Thoughts of you always haunt me
And I always want you caressing me
I always long for the candle lit nights
When you hum to me of our future thats bright
Your voice is so soothing
It always makes me tell you one thing
I love you and always will . . .

14.2.2003

*Dirty Game of Politics*

People want fame and money
When there are people who don't have any
All they care is about wealth
What they don't care id about people's health
But its all in the game
The game of politics

They are all over the place
But they are such a waste
Long speeches they make
And many hearts and promises they break
But its all in the game
The cruel game of politics

Theres always money in their lockers
Even when the country is bankrupt
Their minds are so corrupt
You'd never know when they would errupt
But it's all fair in the game
A game who's rules have to be changed.

*The Only One*

I know it would be you
But for you who else can create the same hue
You stood by me through thick and thin
You stood my me even when i sinned
You always provided me your light
That turned my life bright
A strong pillar you are to me
Who else can fill your place for me
Those tender words, those caring hugs
Can anyone forget those protective glares
I know your the only one
The only one who will ever care!

28.1.2003