Thursday, August 4, 2011

Always your Lil Girl

Ever since the time I opened my eyes and held your hand so tight
You've been my pillar of strength, my solider battling my worries all night
I love u Daddy more than anything in this world
I might have grown up from that little girl to be a bit bold
But deep down Im still your little princess daddy
And without you I'd feel so lost and lonely

You've always given me everything I ever wanted
Prioritizing and Fulfilling every wish of mine even before I demanded
Guided, Loved and cared for me though your life
Sometimes I wonder where I would have been if i did not have you by my side
Your the first man in my life! My superman, My hero u'll always be
No matter how stupid I am I know you'll be my my side, supporting me

I never wanted to hurt you, though at times I know I do
But dont you ever think Im changing into someone new
Im still your little girl daddy and will always be
The same little girl with curious eyes waiting to run into your arms is still my number one need

Sometimes I wish I could crawl into your arms and become a child
Let go of this entire mess, worries, just chill and smile
But I know Iv become a big girl daddy and I still have to go miles
And in times of need when Im directionless and turn back,
I'd always find you smiling to put me back on track

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

*Journey of a Life Time*

Travelling by bus in the middle of nowhere,humming a song
Miles away from the place i belong
Watching my lil angel fall asleep
Wrapped around my arms dreaming heaps
The tranqil night cannot beat the beautiful smile on her face
Bet shes dreaming of us together in some far away place
I so want to wake her up and put her on me
Coz the distance is killing wee by wee
She opens her eyes as though reading my mind
Climbs on me to lay on the shoulders and says "This is the most comfortable place i can ever find"
I look at her and know this is it
The meaning, the reason for my life, my destiny. . . everything seems to fit
I hold her and I feel the love pouring out of my heart
Wanting to hug her so tight and never part
Something is there between us for I can feel it
An invisible bond keeping the chemistry lit
So this is what Love is, unexpressable yet so pure so divine
I touch her and feel the current telling me shes meant to be mine
We look out of the window and pass many seneic places, people and birds with multicolored feathers
But we drive pass them, just like our journey coz everything seems insignificant when we are together
The Moon seems to be shining on us, almost like a spot light
Blanking out the people around us, out of our sight
At that very moment she rises her head and kisses me
Like there is nothing important in her life other than me
The magic lingers and tingles on my lips for a long time and makes me so glee
I look into her eyes and i know i have found my soul mate
For this intense feeling with anybody else I can never recreate
Both of us know this special and its no myth
It will not diminish through our lives no matter who we are with
I reach my destination yet i know my jouney has just begun
Wishing it would never end and continue with just me her and none

*EMOTIONS*

Lying here immersed in thoughts of my own
Just me, my tears and sense of disbelief that I own
I race to the past and my heart refuses to believe what I hear
Reality bites but I sill want you by my side right here
Change is inevitable but I never related it with you
I'm so blank and expressionless, you have no clue
There was nothing in the world that I trusted more than you
Now Im scared to face the world and Im wondering what to do
Everything seems to change so fast
i wish I could turn back become a kid with no worries that last
Im still in state of disbelief blaming everyone but you
Calling the world mean when what really broke my heart was you
I stare into open space and tears roll down my eyes
More than the reason the feeling of you involved is high
I still cannot relate to you doing such a thing
Hoping it to be a bad dream and waking up before it could sink
I know that I could never define what we shared
But I always thought about our future you cared
No doubts we were going through a tough patch
Fights, arguments and quite a number of times I remember calling you trash
But circumstances were never great to express my feelings
Things changed so quick to even acknowledge what was happening
I always hoped you would understand this was meant to be forever
But after every misunderstanding you always felt 'we' were for never
Clinging on to the belief that it would not work for good
Making no effort ever to get me back even if you could
Sometimes I just wish you called and sort things
Sometimes I still wish knowing completely well that you would not do a thing
Im overshadowed by a zillion emotions
Yet I just want to make sure you get through this portion
Noone knows what the future beholds
Just hoping that each of us learn to forgive as time rolls !

15.11.2007

*MEMORIES*

Fight makes us go on seperate ways
You take yours and I choose to go where my destiny lays
You make me feel like it's all over
And you cann't be with me any longer
I wish you turn back and make a little effort
Kiss me, Hug me and make me forget the hurt
First few days pass by without much worries
Coz anger makes time fly and Im not sorry
But as days go by my heart melts with memories so seductive
I feel completely lost that with the thoughts alone I live
Your kisses are sealed with so much love
That then and there Im ready for the wedding vows
I open my eyes but you arent next to me
Remind myself its a dream and only in that will it be
Still remember the zillion times you said you would never leave
You'll make an effort to be with me forever you made me believe
Where are you when my heart longs fro you?
You assured me that all this was so true !
But where are you when I want to hear your voice, Please give me a clue!
Cannot believe you can stay away from me for a silly fight
Things cannot go on this way and you bought that to light
I still wish you turn back and make a little effort
Kiss me, Hug me and make me forget the hurt

1.8.2007

*THE PERFECT MATCH*

'Love will keep us alive', so they say
Didnt believe in it until you came my way
I could feel happiness around me
Kept laughing for everything though silly
My life seems to have changed
Become colourful meaningful and more but with no rage
All Ii want is you by my side
Holding your hand and walking in short strides
You make me feel wanted, you make me feel cared
You make me feel like me on the top of the world
Everything between us is so perfect
Feels like a dream world with only us in it
Fights only brings us closer
Making me love you more than ever
Sometimes Im speechless when I'm with you
Wishing that the silence would express how much 'I Love You!'
I would never want to let go of you at any cost
For if I do, I would feel my life is lost
I Love you more than words can explain
We are meant to be together through the joy and pain . . .

3.5.2007

*THE DAY I SAW DEATH*

By myself in my room I lay
Listening to the pendulum sway
I close my eyes and Im transported to a distance place
Where there are no birds, humans or animals that graze
Engulfued in fear, I run around seeing nothing but the mountains and the skies
Alone scared, I finally find a place where I can hide
Hundreds of questions flock my mind
But whose answers are not defined
Is this heaven? Or is this hell?
Is this some kind of a gimmick? Or is it for real?
Why me? I ask God
At the tender age of twenty I dont want to be gone
My head spind as I look back at my life so unfinished
I wish I could correct all the mistakes I have committed
I am desperate to get back to the place I belong
Where Im pampered, loved and cared all along
I scream out for help in despair
But all I can hear is my own echo resounding in the air
Wish I could reach out for someones hand
But around me is nothing but vast expanses of barren land
Is this some kind of dream?
Or is it a lesson that life is not always as easy as it seems?
I wish I could get the answers for these
Droplets of sorrow flow out of my eyes
And I wish I could let go of this burden and fly
Tired, cold and deserted I search for a place
Where I could let go of my fears and find solace
I place my head on the rocks and before I realize I fall asleep
Only to be woken by my friends scream
I look around grateful to be at home
Hug my friends and tell them my dream so sore
I have realized that life shouldnt be taken for granted
Coz ir will not be long before it has ended . . .

7.5.2006

*RANDOMNESS*

Walking by the shores, so close that our heartbeat sounds louder than our breath
Glistering water and the moon playing magic on our heads
I close my eyes wishing this moment would always be
That very instant the clouds open up shedding tears of joy, in assurance of our integrity
Silence speaks louder than words but every breath you take speaks to me
The glow in your eyes, the warmth from your heart is enough to beat the chilly breeze
I look up to you so happy that you are mine
You are all that I want and more
And would do anything to make our lives more sublime !